[ He nods quietly at the unspoken question. What really gets in his head are hands pawing at him, touches to his face, hands in his hair. He'd let Izo put his hands in his hair while he was drugged and he's still not quite sure how he feels. Does it show him that nothing will happen? Or does it highlight the uncomfortable truth that he wants some of the things he fears because he was manipulated and groomed for it.
Maybe he should cut his hair, but he has this feeling like he doesn't want to until Saejima is out of jail. If that's on hold indefinitely, then he'll just have to wear it long. His fingers continue to stir distractedly before his good eye flicks back up. ]
This place scares me, yanno. Like it's too normal t'be true.
[ Like the ugly shit is waiting just out of sight for him to get too comfortable. Like Shimano is going to walk down the street one day and sneer at him. ]
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Maybe he should cut his hair, but he has this feeling like he doesn't want to until Saejima is out of jail. If that's on hold indefinitely, then he'll just have to wear it long. His fingers continue to stir distractedly before his good eye flicks back up. ]
This place scares me, yanno. Like it's too normal t'be true.
[ Like the ugly shit is waiting just out of sight for him to get too comfortable. Like Shimano is going to walk down the street one day and sneer at him. ]