[ After a moment he puts his other hand down over hers and squeezes it back. He's looking off at nothing in particular. When the mirror spirits had taken him and Yuya under the lake, there'd been nothing to do but stare it all in the face. Because when he closed his eyes and tried to forget, they would just sink. He'd hated Yuya having to watch that shit. He hates the idea of trying to put it into words in front of Emily now, never quite gets around to saying to Izo either. He's just broken, and he had been in Sotenbori ignoring it, thinking he would get back to Kamurocho and pick up where he left off.
Where is he going now though? He'll never be what he was again with Chijoku and he doesn't really believe he'll ever leave this place. He didn't ask to. He just asked them to save Makoto. He'll work himself like a dog for that too, sacrificing himself for the freedom of others. ]
Just wanna be myself again.
[ But he doesn't even know what that means anymore. ]
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Where is he going now though? He'll never be what he was again with Chijoku and he doesn't really believe he'll ever leave this place. He didn't ask to. He just asked them to save Makoto. He'll work himself like a dog for that too, sacrificing himself for the freedom of others. ]
Just wanna be myself again.
[ But he doesn't even know what that means anymore. ]